Its been a long day today. Actually, a long week to be honest. It seems like its been the busiest week in my life, and it really hasn't been. I mean I've been out and about almost every day, but it really isn't anything special.
I guess over all the biggest event to impact me would have been Mondays incident. Other than that, I've just been going about my business, a few appointments, meeting friends, and just trying to get things done. A fairly normal week for me.
But for some reason I am just exhausted, like all these things are leaving me breathless and weary. Sometimes life gets that way I guess. You just find yourself so caught up in the race of life that when you finally slow down you're dying for air.
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So I've been looking at some options for going back to school, and I have found myself debating between two courses; being Practical Nursing and a Visual Arts program. After looking at the pros and cons of each, and how they would in turn affect my health, and what future benefits they may hold for me... I think that I may revise my past decision.
I really love my art, and I would SO love to finish going to art school. It would be the best experience ever, and I really think I am ready for it. So I think I am going to take the leap and just go for it.
Maybe I'll even become famous some day, haha!
I've been listening to a lot of music that reminds me of my earlier years. The music that holds some good memories. Memories like high school, and the fall.... When things in my life were fine because I didn't have to worry about the things I do now, as an adult. I love my life now, I really do.. but there are a ton of struggles I never knew about before... How did high school help prepare me for this? It didn't....
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Regina Spektor is a beautiful singer, I HIGHLY recommend listening to her song "Samson" and "Us".... or whatever song you may find interesting of hers. She is beautiful in and of herself, but her voice and the music just take me somewhere else.
It always makes me happy and always brings me good memories.
Be sure to check her out!
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I know I am kind of all over the place tonight, and I am sure you may be confused by the changes in topic one by one in this post. But its alright, I am fine... I just have a million things going through my brain right now... Its a whirlwind with piano music to accompany it.
Sometimes life gets a little hectic, but don't lose grip. You will survive.
Look how far you've come!
Anyways I'm going to say goodnight,
With the moonlight
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