Monday

Today has been an odd day for me, mostly because I had an appointment early this morning, and when I got back home I crashed until noon or so. I hate doing that because I always feel like I completely wasted the day. However, I think I'm going to be fixing my sleep schedule tonight... I am sick of waking up late and feeling like crap - not wanting to do a thing.

That is my main issue at the moment. I know there are things I should and/or could be doing during the day... but I just don't put any effort towards it. I've got to change that.
For instance, I could have spent the rest of my day unpacking bags of clothes, or even doing some laundry, instead I let myself get lazy and nothing got accomplished past applying for some jobs.

Its the most annoying thing, knowing you're doing something or not doing something, and brushing it off like it doesn't matter. Not only is it a sign of laziness, its a terrible TERRIBLE habit to be in - I mean, we all do it now and then... but I'm far past the now and then. Its time I changed this lifestyle I have gotten stuck in.


Anyways, I am going to go do the dishes and make some dinner - first step towards breaking my terrible habit.

At some point I need to bring out the garbage too.. hmmm.